Yeah! Thats my Life!

why did god choose me for such an unhappy life?
i don't want to live such life!
why do i miss only those things, which i want?
why my parents taunt?

i have some ambition and some goal,
why did god kept all problems in my soul?
things never work out in my way
and i don't even get a chance to say

i feel sucked up with this life
which will never be mine
i hate myself for everything
everyone feels i am good for nothing

my mom stopped me from dancing
my dad never supported me
i don't talk much to my sister
i have no one to share my tears with

i have sacrified almost everything
i had a dream to play my own lyrics on a guitar
why does god make me see dreams, which ignites a spark in me and,
then why does god make me sacrifies those dreams, are dreams just to cherish?

writing poems is what i can do for ever
i hope atleast this lasts as my life saver
i have only one request to god,
never let me sacrifice my poems!!!!!!

-----Kalyan Chakravarthy A.