in search

i saw few flashes of a girl in my dreams
she was nice, she was cute
she was someone whom i knew
in dreams, we hugged, we kissed
but i don't remember her face
my mind is still lukin' at her
the image is blurry
n i don't remember anything else,
but her smile, from where it all started.
it's been a tym, n the face is not yet downloaded completely
don't know when it gonna happen.....
those flashes disturb my everyday's sleep
but i love it like that.....

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in search
kalyan!

26/11

1 year passed n kasab is more secure than us
1 year passed n the anger within is still raising
the victims didn't get what they deserved
n our choice,govt., is spending 31crores on kasab

why is he still alive, why don't they shoot him up
the world doesn't know what to do
n the govrnment, our choice, did nothing
but saluted n offered few bucks to their families

a life is not equal to a cheque of many zeros with 1, 2 or 5
it won't bring back those lost lives
it won't bring back the smiles of their children, parents n wives
n of course, it won't erase the dreadful memories of that terrific night
-kalyan

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after a series of debate on my hostel's roof-top
n after going through my friend's blog,
i was squared back to the same position
from where it ol started n turned into a new composition

ghosts, black cats, god, etc n the devoping science
the tiff between them has been the root for the topic's demise
everytime it takes off from zero n lands on faith
everyday, when a cat cross us, the topic reincarnates

the last word i used, took birth from those beliefs
n the world is still in a dilemma cuz it's hard to believe
there are several factors which we come across in our routine,
established by those who were living long before than Constantine

plucking grass, a broken mirror in home n making my foes jealous
i have been doing all, but nothing ever happened! touchwood!!!
see, again! again i unintensionally wrote the word, why?
i don't believe in such crap yet i'm not sure to believe!

this is what i had to say!
i'm again squared to the same!
the creator serviced equal in every plate,
but we believe in which we have faith!

-----kalyan!

The week that made me weak

A hot sunny week of June
And the angry sun with his son in the noon
The week had the date of my birth
The week had everything possible of getting me hurt

First, it was the exams which scared me off
And then the injuries, which turned me off
For the first time I cried being away from home
And I didn’t talk to them as someone stole my phone

People I loved were away from me
I prayed for luck, but it fucked me
Didn’t get a chance to meet the girl
But that didn’t bother, I stopped crying for her

Few more things happened, but that hardly matter
Friends still try to solve my matter
Never could imagine, I’ll have such a week
Still wrote the shit being a bit weak

Hope thou my problems are solved
Hope thou my weakness get dissolved
"Hope" – was just for the confidence I may gain
But with results next week, luck will fuck me again!

-----Kalyan Chakravarthy A.

coming from m college, i thought of this
many thoughts switched but i got stuck on it
i saw a two storey house in a single storey building
der i saw a guy with n no. of siblings

my heart melted as it lit my brain
gosh! the lady takes bath in the flow of drain
folks play cards in the middle of track
mates collar each other for a bit of snack

all i saw was just one side of train
to look other side i needed help of a crane
after every station i was shown the same scene
i hope you're getting what i actually mean

where are our politicians who fight for votes
where are their promises which they uttered like goats
i ask the politicians, have they ever travelled in the rail
oh i forgot, they have just come out through bail

their main aim was to eradicate poverty
but they grasped votes by using the word "poverty"
it's been since indira gandhi who gave the idea
but actually nothing happened, it was outta their criteria

we gave them n number of chances to remove the slums
evryone participated n gave rest to their bumps
enough has been done for the betterment of india by them
the era should be gunned where a common man replaces them

we should not wake up to vote n get a mark on our hand
we shoud not wake up when someone enters our land
we should not just see n cry for the people living in mapples
but we should be awaken before something like this happens

-----kalyan chakravarthy a.

hey sis! sorry that i forgot ur b'day

a person with whom i can share everything
a person who is a friend n also my sibling
the 1 who knows all my secrets
the 1 who blackmails me for every puff of my ciggarette

it's my sister whom i can rely on
it's just her who just keeps talking on
i share all my feelings with her
n sometimes i fight with her

we tease each other n make fun of all we meet
when she played with me, i usually use to cheat
we celebrated every moment when were together
but i missed a day which was really special for her

i feel ashamed for not wishing on your special day
how did i forget that it was your b'day
i had it in my mind everyday
but sorry sis! that i forgot ur b'day

i promise that this will never happen again
n please forgive me, i say sorry again
this poem for you is a sorry note n also mah gift
this poem by kalyan will bound us again just as a fist

-----Kalyan Chakravarthy A.

This is something which I've never said
This is for someone special whom I'll love till I'm dead
Dad, this one is for you
There's a lot to say but words are very few

Departing from you I realized what you meant to me
You cared for me, in the times when you weren't free
You tried every possible thing to bring smile on mah face
I miss you here, I cherish those days...

The way you brought me up, no other could do
The way you praised me in galore...sorry, no control on tears, what to do
You fulfilled my wishes whatever they be
You loved me so much n I was blind to see

Sorry dad, I never stood up what you dreamt for me
Sorry dad, I didn't know that you really love me
Sorry dad, I was too harsh on you
Sorry for everything n I really love you!!!!!

-----kalyan chakravarthy a.